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Well, lets start with the important stuff...Im the wife to a really hot guy! Im Blessed with three great kids, Hope is almost 18, Morgan just turned 6 and the true love of my life my son Tommy who is 5. We recently moved from the Flint area, yea I know what your thinking so let me finish, we Moved to the country away from the crime and grime. We bought a more beautiful home then we deserve on five acres. life is good. I work full time as a commercial Banker, my husband Tom owns his own business doing Home theaters and security. His business is BOOMING! I was born and raised in Flint and moved to Arizona in 1996. I stayed about ten years and had the desire to move back. So I packed up a Hundai Elantra a 9 year old girl, a yorkie, two turtles and a car load of gear and moved back to Flint. We stayed with my girl Michelle for a bit until I got settled with a job and new place. Then I started stalking my husband to be and it has been blissful ever since.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

what about this whole marriage thing anyway?


Ive been married three years and my hubby is a good provider and great dad and I think he is really hot!
 Ive been reading about all the infidelity that goes on and the fact the  new 20 somethings that are coming up thinking  that marriage is becoming obsolete.
In fact the pew research center found that 40% of these 20 somethings  thinking marriage is becoming obsolete say that they think being a good parent is way more important then  having a good marriage.
  There is so much of the living together having babies together that they don't see the point because every one is so independent  and they don't want to depend on any one. Ive been there I get it,  in fact Ive done it !  But I also believe that parenting should be done as a couple and we have gotten away from this in the last generation,  they believe that Divorce is the cure for melancholy. My generation the 30 somethings are perhaps in between the old romantic ideals and the new post romantic expectation. most of our parents are divorced because after all the hippy love and happiness wore off and the smoke cleared  and they hit their  40's and  they realized  they were in a marriage with some kids in middle income America and freaked out.
 I think my  generation has discovered anti depressants and rely on pills for their happiness,   every one is bi-polar and depressed and bla bla bla. They  think  they remember when life was  all rainbows and jelly beans and it never  really was in the first place,  you just plant false memories in your mind and sugar coat them with fluffy pink unicorns,  well  put on your big girl pants and make your marriage what is it supposed to be a partnership!   You cannot rely on you spouse to make you happy.

However you should be generally happy in your marriage, I mean there will be times when the way he drools in his sleep just repulses you or the smell of his feet makes you want to throw up in your mouth , but all in all you must have liked that person in the beginning at least enough to marry and have babies with them right?
Your maybe just bored and semi happy well boredom is basically an attach on a relationships immunity system,   however  it is not a reason to be unfaithful . Even so people can still end up feeling only semi unhappy there is still a part of your soul that isn't being nourished  in the marriage and the men feel trapped and the woman feels lonely . Maybe your expectations of marriage are too high ? It is not about a prince coming in and saving you from all your woes it is about a union of you and your spouse living your life together the good the bad and the ugly. and for those who think that being a good parent is better than  being a good spouse well that is all great until your kids are grown and gone then what? Your old and incontinent and so is your spouse.  You all better have something to talk about and a spark of love left in there cause its just you and wrinkle's over there looking for his teeth!

ok Im done
TTFN