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Well, lets start with the important stuff...Im the wife to a really hot guy! Im Blessed with three great kids, Hope is almost 18, Morgan just turned 6 and the true love of my life my son Tommy who is 5. We recently moved from the Flint area, yea I know what your thinking so let me finish, we Moved to the country away from the crime and grime. We bought a more beautiful home then we deserve on five acres. life is good. I work full time as a commercial Banker, my husband Tom owns his own business doing Home theaters and security. His business is BOOMING! I was born and raised in Flint and moved to Arizona in 1996. I stayed about ten years and had the desire to move back. So I packed up a Hundai Elantra a 9 year old girl, a yorkie, two turtles and a car load of gear and moved back to Flint. We stayed with my girl Michelle for a bit until I got settled with a job and new place. Then I started stalking my husband to be and it has been blissful ever since.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

really??

It has been raining for like 30 days and 30 nights I think Im gonna trade the mini van in for an ark!  the lingering trial of Caylee Anthony Ive had to stop watching it and I cant stop thinking about it. Anything that has to do with the abuse of a child in any way makes me want to vomit. I want more than anything to mother my children, so I just dont understand. There is so much going on right now. the Church is preaching about the end of times but I think that every generation believes they are on the brink of the Apocalypse.  I try to live each day as it comes I mean Ive never struggled with any type of addiction nor had someone really close to me die that left me in an ever lasting sorrow Ive never been homeless or jobless or hungry so I dont know real sorrow so please forgive me for saying Im living day by day but I am. maybe its the weather maybe its PMS but Im just in a funk  lately and I want to stay home with my kids it would make life for me so much easier, now yea its selfish to want my husband to carry the whole financial burden all on his own but Im feeling the need to mother the kids Hope needs me more than ever she is 16 and spends a lot of time at home alone until we get home from work. The little kids are gonna wanna start getting into extra curricular activities that my current job will not allow me to take them to and from or attend the activities.  There are so many things Id rather be doing and I know I could do stuff to make a little money and still be with my family. I dont know just a thought. It is time for a new chapter in my life and Im going to make it a good one. Im the author Im the illustrator and nothing is holding me back except me.

Im done
TTFN

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Im meeeelllting!!!!

I feel stifled bored and Im loosing myself. Im starving to be creative !  We bought this fabulous new home that is a little on the fancy side when Im ALOT on the artsy side so Im going to paint a mural in Morgans room,   birds and bird cages.  A  mural in the living room maybe but it is just not enough !

Im so bored at work and it exhausts the color right outta me, I spend the whole day being "nice" to people I dont know and then by the time I get home my nice-ness reservoir is empty and Im cranky ! There has to be a better way !
I want to spend every minute with my kids while they still like me. I want to  paint and craft and make my own wine and enjoy the company of  my other birds, you know birds of a feather flock together. I would love to have some place to hang my art and photography and enjoy my kids and maybe a cup of coffee or a glass of wine. I need a way to make money doing the things I love !  Tom and I are financially doing very well but my job supplies the benefits the medical and that sort of thing,  so I will need to make sure that we are not left without insurance. I know there are stay at home moms but I want more than that!  I dont want to wear sweat pants and have ugly hair,  I just want to do what I love and make money doing it instead of looking back in 20 years saying what happened?  where did my life go? and blame corporate America for stifling  me and sucking the color out of my life !   Im going to get with some other "rock star moms" and do some brain storming wish me luck and send ideas my way.  maybe Ill look into opening Rock Star moms Cafe !  art, photography,  crafts, play area, coffee, wine, wifi and great company !   ahhh what a dream !

TTFN